Confused…
I’m not attracted to guys.
I am attracted to girls.
So far; normal.
Wierd; my feelings towards girls go past the fact that i’m sexually attracted to them. I am actually attracted to to the concept of being a girl eventhough i have no interest in men at all; meaning im not gay. But i do feel desires to do the things a women do…
It is hard to explain. Sexually there is nothing wrong with me.
But there is this desire to wear lace panties for instance. The thought of it turns me on, but i don’t pictue myself with a guy, i picture myself with a girl. So i know it is not a matter of homosexuality.
This even applies to my dream body for example. I don’t look at guys six packs etc.. and i say this is what i want. I actually look at the likes of Nicole for Pussy Cat Dolls and say this is the kind of body i want.
I enjoy wearing thongs, spandex running shorts, g strings, lace panties, women jeans, but i am not gay. I just enjoy it.
I’m confused
March 9, 2008 at 6:46 pm
I’ve struggled with my sexuality my entire life, and the one thing I have learned is that you shouldn’t overthink it. Fine. You’re straight, and you like to wear panties. You wish you had the body of one of the PCDs. Big deal. No labels. You’re not hurting anybody. And quite honestly, there are a bunch of other straight guys out there that feel the same.
Good luck.
March 10, 2008 at 6:08 am
my question is “what really is the confusion?”. You know what you want/what you like/what you are attracted to. Is the confusion you don’t know how to be it or how to get it, or is it, society doesn’t make room for these desires; they’re not easily labelled. Once you have pinpointed what the confusion is all about, you will know what … if anything … you need to do to try and be happy.
Like thismomentnow says, good luck!
March 11, 2008 at 9:05 pm
you confuse me! ;p