Don’t know what to do

I so want to wax! I need to wax!

I got accustomed to it now. When i travel to a sunny location i like to have clean hairless legs.
I’m in a tough situation this time.

Usually when i travel i’m on my own so i don’t care if anyone sees me with waxed legs, i actually like it. Had a number of people complement me about it.

Unfortunately, this time i’m traveling with family and they don’t know i wax! I’m so want to because it’ll be a nice sunny beachy summer vacation but seeing that i will be with them i don’t have a choice! I hate this, i wish someone just announces that it’s okay for guys to wax their legs! I want to be able to do it whenever i want that would be lovely.

Another reason i can’t is because i’m in the middle of football / soccer season and it will loo

next buy ..

I’m a huge fan of bodyaware
This will be my next buy from them .. i think it is hooooooooooot !!

Ritz … Another story

Spent some time at the Ritz this weekend. It was beautiful.

Quite enough for me to actually walk around naked on the island for a while and take a dip naked.

I actually swam for around 45 mins not wearing anything.

Then a nice couple very politely asked me if i can put my shorts on when i was tanning on the beach. Of course i respected them and put on a nice pair of brasilian shorts.

I can’t get a way with wearing my thong all the time by the main beach area because the umbrella guys keep asking me to put a short on because supposedly it is a family area even though there were not children at all that time of day. But on the island, it is pretty flexible.

A while back i used to run into a girl that tanned topless there.

Seems like i’m not the only one who uses it as a getaway.

Nothing beats not having tan lines

OMG!

So i just got back home from dinner with a good friend of mine.

I tried something xtreme today. i can’t explain how good it made me feel ..

I love the feeling of me knowing something and no one else has a clue .. !!

As usual i was wearing one of my thongs but today i decided to do something a little more daring ..

I wore stockings

Under my jeans .. obviously no one could tell i was wearing my black “Olaf Benz” thong and black stockings ..

I can’t explain how nice the feeling was …

I need to do more of this !

Ritz Carlton Bahrain

Walking around in my g string around the beach. What a feeling!

Eyes on me, people whispering, feeling free, can’t get enough!

I was wearing a thong that i can tie from the side. At one point i untied it and was tanning nekkid!

A few local gals were amused, a trio of russians couldn’t get enough, snapping away.

Can’t wait till next time.

In the meantime, i need to wax !!!!

Grooming time of the month …

I feel fresh and clean! 
I just got out of the shower.  I spent the past hour in there grooming my body hair 

I miss my therapist from the SPA.  For those peeps who don’t know me.. i’m a waxer   I go to the SPA and get a full lower body wax and trim the upper body since i don’t have much hair in the upper body.  

Well. My therapist left the country a month ago and they still didn’t replace her Meaning that no waxing for me until they find someone else.  She was the only one who knew how to give a male brasilian wax so the SPA need to train someone else to replace her.  

 Back to my story.  I just gave myself a quick all around trim (Chest, abdomen, test, butt :)) Now i feel so cleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!! Hopefully they’ll find a new therapist soon.. i don’t want to have to keep on doing this 

Beautiful day for tanning…

It is a beautiul day for tanning today ….

Can’t wait till i’m off work to head to the pool and soak up the sun.  Its been a while since my last tanning session so i’m excited.

 I’ll be sporting my last season skimpy tanga from skinzwear.  When i say skimpy i really mean skimpy, barely a tanga could also pass as a thong. 

 Oh yah .. now that we are talking about thongs, i’m wearing my classic CK thong to work today and i’m loving it …. this is the first time i wear a thong to work and i have to admit that it won’t be the last

Confused…

I’m not attracted to guys.

I am attracted to girls.

 So far; normal. 

Wierd; my feelings towards girls go past the fact that i’m sexually attracted to them.  I am actually attracted to to the concept of being a girl eventhough i have no interest in men at all; meaning im not gay.  But i do feel desires to do the things a women do…

 It is hard to explain.  Sexually there is nothing wrong with me. 

But there is this desire to wear lace panties for instance.  The thought of it turns me on, but i don’t pictue myself with a guy, i picture myself with a girl.  So i know it is not a matter of homosexuality.

This even applies to my dream body for example.  I don’t look at guys six packs etc.. and i say this is what i want.  I actually look at the likes of Nicole for Pussy Cat Dolls and say this is the kind of body i want. 

I enjoy wearing thongs, spandex running shorts, g strings, lace panties, women jeans, but i am not gay.  I just enjoy it. 

I’m confused

Skinny dipping

Gonna go skinny dipping after work today. 

The weather is alright and the gym i go to has a small hot tub outside.

I went the other day and was enjoying my freedom when someone joined me not knowing i was nekkid. 

Let’s hope i don’t get any visitors today.

Skimpy panties

Nothing beats wearing skimpy panties to the office.

 No one has a clue but u do!

Today it is a skimpy mesh style white tanga, what a feeling